Friday, February 11, 2005

My constant refrain :)

Ever known how elusive love can be?How difficult to describe,define and put in words..sometimes intense,sometimes sheer indifference,sometimes shutting oneself out totally and other times just bliss…such a high when it starts off,the anticipation,the waiting,the crazy smiles one wears all the time,thoughts out of control..
Somewhere along the way,it gathers more energies through conversations-silent or otherwise,thoughts,gestures,messages,words..words..words..words… …
Constant reassurances I need..to affirm that this love exists..just when I feel I am over that phase,it rears its head yet again making me wonder why why why does this need never ever go away?
Why do we have this fear of being hurt if we are open about our feelings?Why dont we ask for what we want,express what we feel easily and comfortably.Why mull over the consequences even before acting?
Why do I want an explanation for everything i feel?Is it that i am introspective and love exploring my thoughts ......
Along the way I have learnt that when i let things be and just flow,flow with what Life has to offer,the Universe does provide and things do fall into place.That is like surrendering to a higher force and ceasing to analyse and think.

4 comments:

Pincushion said...

'Somewhere along the way,it gathers more energies through conversations-silent or otherwise..'

And therein you have said it all !and Yes, the need never goes away, the harder you fight it, subjugate it, the worse it gets ! I identify with this every which way....

looking fwd to more posts, keep 'em coming :)

. : A : . said...

Agree with what Pincushion has said. Really liked the way you put it in,

"Somewhere along the way,it gathers more energies through conversations-silent or otherwise"

Pragya said...

You know that I know this feeling only too well! :)

Sonia said...

Love......only if it were so easy to understand...but yes love does exist and it's a eternal feeling or so I think.